HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SAM & MELON <3

I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.

I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewlery at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died passed away.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had\want dreadlocks.

School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.
I’ve been on the honor roll.
I’ve been on effort honor roll

12912.) Orthorexia Nervosa.

“Orthorexia is an eating disorder similar to anorexia, though instead of an obsessive desire to lose weight, those who suffer from orthorexia have an unhealthy obsession with healthy eating. The word comes from Greek orthos, “correct or right”, plus orexis, “appetite”. In their search for dietary purity, orthorexics may become so restrictive about what they eat (for example, avoiding fatty foods, those containing preservatives, those with salt or sugar) that eventually they become as dangerously thin as an anorexic.”

I was waiting for someone to tell me that the way I endlessly count calories and follow my diet perfectly is just not healthy. Instead they identify it as an eating disorder.

TEN WHATS:

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?:
What? A phone call for me? [it was Roz, hehe XD]

2. What did you do last night?:
Gained weight ='[ I spent the night sitting at the computer, as per usual. Terrible. ><

3. What is the most important part of your life right now?:
My friends, my future, and looking skinny. It sounds horribly vain, does it not?

4. What would you rather be doing right now?:
LOSING weight. Hopefully this heat is making my body work harder to keep cool, leading to increased cnsumptio of energy and weight loss. Ha!

5. What did you last cry over?:
I cannot remember.

6. What always makes you feel better when you're upset?:
My friends. Always.

7. What are your plans tomorrow?:
Suriving this heat. I cannot be more ECSTATIC about going to Japan and HK this summer.

9. What are you worried about?:
My future. My pride.

10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?:
Formal, afters, and my first ever sleepover at Kammy's =D

NINE HAVE-YOU-EVERS:

1. Have you ever liked someone with a girlfriend/boyfriend?:
No.

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
No.

3. Have you ever played on a sports team?:
Does playing sport in PE qualify?

4. Have you ever been out of the country?:
Yes, and I will be soon!! =D

6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?:
Yes >=[ [lol no.5 is missing]

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?:
No 0=]

8. Have you ever dated someone younger then you?:
No.

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?:
Yep.

EIGHT WHOS:

1. Who was the last person you saw?:
Mum. Or dad. I think it was mum.

2. Who was the last person you hugged?:
Sahh <3

3. Who was the last person you called?:
Ellie, last night!

4. Who was the last person to call you?:
VNC, just this afternoon. =]]

5. Who was your first crush?:
Oh gosh, I can barely remember. I remember having crushes on several boys when I was young, at different stages of my very short life.

6. Who was the last person to text message you?:
Cynnie. Well, OPTUS MSG, but they aren't a person, are they?

7.Who is the last person you texted?
Nancy. REPLY!

8. Who did you last yell at?:
I cannot remember. My mum? ><;;

SEVEN WHENS:

1. When was your last shower?
Yesterday. I should probably shoer soon.

2. When did you last see your mom?
A moment ago.

3. When was your last hug?:
Yesterday!

4. When did you last dress up?:
In a costume? Lipsync?

5. When was the last time you cried?
Quite awhile ago. I cannot remember.

6. When did you last go to the movie theatre?:
OMGSH. I honestly cannot remember. It has been years.

7. When were you born?:
10 May 1992 =]

SIX WHERES:

1. Where do(es) your best friend(s) live?:
All over Sydney.

2. Where did you last go?:
To the treadmill.

3. Where did you last hang out?:
Eastwood hehe.

4. Where do you go to school?:
I don't go to school! HAHA I SOUND SO BADASS! >=]]]

5. Where is your favorite place to be?:
ASIAAA. =]]

6. Where did you sleep last night?:
In my bed, in my room, AS PER USUAL.

FIVE DO/DOES:

1. Do you like someone right now?:
Nopes.

2. Do they like you too?:
NA.

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?:
Yes.

4. Do you know the muffin man?
Yes, the bastard. He gives me muffin tops that I cannot seem to work off, no matter how hard I try >=[[

5. Does the future scare you?:
Yes.

FOUR WHYS:

1. Why are you best friends with your best friends?:
We understand each other.

2. Why did you get a Facebook?:
It's the latest craze, yo!

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?:
Because my dad is weir.

4. Why are you doing this survey?:
I have nothing to do.

THREE IFS:

1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?:
Fly ^^

2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?:
Sadly, I would've tried to work harder this year.

3. If you were stranded on a desert island and could bring one thing what would it be?:
A plane with a pilot to fly me out. Geez. You can't be rid of me that easily =P

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVERS:

1. Would you ever be friends with someone again, who you promised yourself you never would be because they were mean to you?:
Possibly. It would depend on circumstances.

2. Would you ever shave your head to save the person you love?:
Depends how much I love them.

ONE

1. Name a dream you wish to fulfill:
To be content with myself.

 I had my hair dyed today! The colour is midway between chocolate brown and a warm golden brown. Thank you to VNC for helping me! =D

[I'm still slightly self conscious about my shoddy hair cut. However, VNC helped fix it slightly. ^^]

MUST EXERCISE MORE.

=]

I have been exercising and dieting. I have moving a lot. That is all

=]

 A physical manifestation of year 11 and 12 [minus preliminary textbooks and a few exercise books]:

Overwhelmed by the amount of work...literally.

[Please excuse my odd looking shorts. This was taken at 3AM, just after I had finished filing and packing, and just before I was going to go to bed]

Today, I went to school to return some of my textbooks. I bumped into Nancy and Ellie. I didn't expect to since I'd told Nancy that due to my late night [refer to the above], I was going to arrive at school later than her.

After I returned to Eastwood, I went to the doctor for a swine flu vaccination in anticipation for my Japan/HK trip! I then went to the optometrist to have my eyes checked, however only the reception was in the clinic, so I made an appointment. 

The last item on the agenda was a much needed hair cut [my fringe actually covered the entire area of my face if brushed accordingly]. This hair cut did not end well. That was an understatement. If my hair does not self rectify in the next eighteen days, I will be compelled to buy a wig. FUCKING HELL. >=[

I ate minimally throughout the day and treadmilled whilst watching Bleach upon returning home. It did little to release my anger and quell my frustration.